Not a poem

OK, this is not a poem. I am contemplating writing more stuff here and maybe even renaming the blog to be more inclusive. Here is my conundrum: I NEED a creative outlet, for therapeutic if no other reasons. I feel like stuff is bottled up inside of me, but I am not focused on how to funnel it. So, maybe for now I will ramble. Anyway, I have that egocentric longing to be read, as if that would somehow make me matter more in the great scheme of things, but I am so undisciplined that if I did have consistent readers I would then be inconsistent and they would tire of it and leave me lol. Oh well, maybe I am not destined for recognition and instead this is all just for me, in which case maybe it will still be worthwhile :-)